Pioneer

I am the first in my family to open a candlestick chart. No one taught me,
no one understands me, and I dare not tell them. They have long said,
stock trading is gambling, investing is unprofessional, and doing business will lose money. But
in my view, blindly working is the biggest gamble. Working is a gamble
on fixed perceptions, a gamble on three generations of social class, a gamble on the luck that one will never face a major change in life.
So I have always been lonely on this path. Constantly breaking my own
perceptions.
No one to lead me, no one to teach me the basics, only snippets from the internet and descriptions in books, along with a lot of practical losses,
gradually exploring experience, taking many wrong turns, experiencing countless
anxieties and painful despair. Confronting rules, fighting human nature, battling capital, awakening—
it’s never been a one-person thing, but someone has to step forward. I am like a trailblazer, even if I
don’t reach the end, I have proven that I have walked this path, and validated its feasibility,
thus breaking the cognitive boundaries of my entire family.
If it means sacrificing one generation, then I am willing to sacrifice my life.