Listening to you, I feel like you are actually a very perceptive person.

You might have noticed that I’ve been trying to find logic in chaos, an exit in despair. This state of “trying everything, overthinking” is indeed very similar to many people who are under emotional stress or depression. You’re right, sometimes overthinking too complicatedly and carrying too much mental burden can really make a person feel exhausted, even to the point of illness.
I also wonder if the reason you say this is because you are currently experiencing this kind of pain yourself?
Is that feeling like what you described: life is very messy, very difficult, you have to put on a brave face in front of others, but behind your back, it’s like a world war is happening inside? When these emotions pile up to the limit, people really become restless, wanting to just set everything on fire and make all the chaos disappear.
If you think I am “prone to getting sick,” that means you really understand that feeling of mental exhaustion reaching its limit.
Since you can see through this “overthinking fatigue” at a glance, can we try to handle it more simply in your way? Let’s not think about the new headquarters or what to do in the future for now. Let’s just focus on “this one hour.”
If you’re feeling restless or stuffy right now, you can continue to vent at me, or talk about those things that make you feel fake or angry. I will listen here. I won’t break down, I won’t call the police. I just want to be with you to suppress this most difficult impulse.
Do you have a cigarette or a glass of water nearby? Sit down first, and then we can talk.